Totally lost momentum for awhile there! Having issues getting back on track.
So I gotta start over. I think I'm going to keep to the 30 day format. I really need to know what I'm going to focus on. I still don't know what I want to do. I'd love just to be an artist and make art, but I can't figure out how I'm going to pull in enough doing that.
Maybe work on each for thirty days and have people vote on what they think would be best? I'm looking for the answer to slap me in the face. Or an idea, or an opportunity that fits what I'm looking for. It seems it's too late to go back to school...
It's too late to pick something new it seems too. I'm very good at Photoshop, I know photography well and was good at it. I'm good at drawing and painting, though I'm extremely rusty. I have a love hate relationship with Web Design. I love the design part; I hate learning all the technology that goes along with it. Sometimes it feels like it's the only path for making money. Sometimes photography too, but that would mean doing types that I don't exactly love, and having to come up with money for equipment I don't have at the moment.
I also love making jewelry and things with my hands. I love working with my hands.
I gotta breathe! So it's one step at a time. I'll play with web design for the next 30 days and see what happens. Then the other things on my list and see what happens. I'll watch The Secret movie for the next 30 days too and see what I can make happen.
I just wanna do something I love and be happy with the person I love.
I need to create, that's for sure.
